Today was a really bad day. Everyone was fighting and it was really hectic, it felt like I was martyring. No one is really sure if this is a good island or a bad island. I personally think that this island is just like any other island. It has some animals, but I would probably kill all of them. This beastie snake thing is nothing to be scared of, this little boy is just having a bad dream. If there were a snake or beastie then I would have seen it with my own two eyes.

Piggy was being so stupid today and I don’t like it. He thinks he could just tell everyone what to do and he acts like the oldest one here, but he’s not.  For example when we started the fire everyone was capering but piggy. He sounded like a broken record, saying this isn’t going to work.  Piggy was saying something about how we were being so errant, but I don’t think we were. We had a plan, so we went and did it.

Ralph keeps on saying that his dad is going to come and find us, but I don’t see him yet.  I would like him to show up now. I can’t stand Piggy anymore he is driving me crazy. I tell him to shut up, but he never does and people always take his side. For example when Piggy was holding the shell I told him to shut up, then Ralph quickly told me to shut up. Then Piggy got to induce holding the shell.

Each night I go to bed wondering if I will be able to kill a pig the next day just to show people that I can do it. The first time was a practice, I didn’t know what I was doing so I froze. The next time I will catch it and if I don’t then shame on me. Well I have to go to bed, if I don’t then I won’t have any ebullience in me so good night.